goodbye

life really sucks right now...
i have had so many people leaving utah these past few months but only two have really hit home for me. these two are because they are completely different than the other ones. first off, they are both my favorite Trek siblings and swing idols. i am guessing that they are so effective at making me cry is because they are the only two right now that they are the only ones that have made me think that i may never see them ever again.
my first ever disheartening came over this summer when most of my friends graduated, leaving me and a few others to keep going and to finnish our highschool careers.
then i learned that once summer started my best ever friend that i have known the longest out of all of my swing friends had moved to Washington to get away from Utah and her mother. sarah will never come back for any extensive period of time now.
then almost a month ago i learned that my other trek sibling, Austin had joined the marines. he is leaving tomorrow Nov. 5th and i really could never see him again on this earthly life. i will miss you so much Austin and i know that all the rest of your friends feel just the same as i do... crummy that we are going to loose one of the brightest smiles in the world for at least four years.